twentysix months.

They say, if a crush last longer than 4 month, you're in love.

So what happens when he's my crush for 26 month?

Does it mean I fell in love with him 6 1/2 times?

Or have I just wasted 780 days?

18.720 hours? 1.123.200 minutes?

don't love myself.

I'm not beautiful, yet so sad.

Always saying no one will ever love me,

and yet when somebody tells me,

that they love me,

I run and hide.

Silly girl,

they love me,

I just don't love myself.

jump.

"Ich trau mich bis auf's Dach,

wenn ich mich dazu zwinge.

Was mich so schwach macht,

ist nicht die Angst, dass ich fall'

- es ist die Angst das ich springe."